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Its been to long.

by Bella-omy
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Its been so long. Its been so hard. I have been trying to hid what happened to everyone. It has worked. 5 years has pasted. Why do you have to return. I was done with you. You hurt me. You where my COUSIN . How could you do this. You touched me and made me touch you. Because of you, I am scared. Scared to call help. That’s why its happened 5 more times. With different people each. Now your back in my life. I don’t want you here. I want to die. I really don’t want memories coming back. They have finally left. Don’t make me think of them, once again.

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8 comments

U.N. Owen 1/26/2012 - 8:42 am

Can you find a way to let anyone know so your cousin cannot harm you again?
Sorry you had to go through that abuse.
Have you ever went to counceling for it?

Bella-omy12345 1/26/2012 - 9:14 am

No, I can’t let anyone know. I’m scared. And no I have never gone to counseling for that reason.

Tegan Alice xxxx 1/26/2012 - 11:13 am

Hey Bella, I completely understand your situation. I was abused by someone that, in that moment, held all the power over me. I understand what it’s like to feel like you’ve got no one to turn to. If your cousin, who has hurt you, is a constant part of your life, maybe you can try to ensure that you’re never in situations where you’re alone together. If you feel as though you can’t tell family or friends, you may like to try talking to someone new who will not be biased. Much love xx

U.N. Owen 1/26/2012 - 2:17 pm

I’d suggest that whenever you get comfortable to at least try.
Because those feelings are going to haunt you until you find an outlet or a way to ease your pain about the situation.

My heart goes out to you though for what you had to go through.

Bella-omy12345 1/26/2012 - 2:27 pm

Thank you so much. I have been threw a lot, if I let one out, I’m scared I will let them all out. so I can’t now, I will eventually, I promise.

jes7654321 1/30/2012 - 3:17 am

Maybe if you tried to state it hypothetically to test the waters first. For instance: my friend has a situation where….. and then say she is scared to tell anyone and you want to know what she should do.

Bella-omy12345 1/30/2012 - 8:31 am

can any of you guys email me?

Duke of Marmalade 1/30/2012 - 9:07 am

Report him to the police. It’s the only way to get justice and more importantly closure.

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