im alone. i want to be alone all the time now for reasons i do not know. i want a new life, one where i can start over. i want to end it all, more than anything. i dont think there is help for me out there. the fact is i dont want help. all the help theyre going to give me is pills. im tired of taking pills to make me happy. i should be able to be happy without taking any kind of pills. im uncommonly depressed. my friend and family stay away from me. they act as if i have some contagious disease. i have no boyfriend to love me. i have no best friend to care for me. i feel lonely, but i would prefer it to stay that way until i can overcome my depression. 🙁 </3
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You don’t love someone because they are perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that their not.
Life without you is like a broken pencil..pointless. Think positive..it hurts, I know.
Wow, can seriously relate with you.
Pretty much find solitude somewhat more bearable then with the rest of the people… As for pills, a person shouldn’t need happy pill to be happy. As for the rest of the help, seems like they’ll treat you as if you stupid or something, like they won’t understand. But what do I know…
I’m not sure how to get out of this rut and depression – I hope you find your way. Maybe it’s like Chrissie says – a different perspective, positive. Maybe the “help” you get when you ask for it, actually does help and you just need to accept it and go with it… I wish you good luck in your pursuit to get out of your depression :/
Depression is really awful and your family should be supporting you not treating you like a lepa hang in there youll find a way out i hope..