It’s been so long.
Yet here I am, back where I started.
I can’t believe that a person could say this to me, with the knowledge that my brother is austistic…
“Respecting retards isn’t respectful. putting them out of their misery and doing them a favor, however… is.”
With that one sentence; that person has hurt me in every way possible.
He could have called me every name in the book: whore, dyke, ****, slut, *****, etc. and I wouldn’t have cared.
But having the balls to say that to me…to my brother…someone he doesn’t know….
How could someone say that?
How can they sleep at night knowing that by saying that they are offending thousands possibly millions of people?
My brother has done nothing to deserve that, even though he’ll never understand, or know.
But by that person saying that to me, it has done more harm to me than a person could ever do.
Here I am with cut wrists…embracing the pain…not for the asshole who said it,
But for the realization of what a person could say and do.
I feel drained, unable to do anything that I would normally do.
My mood? emotionless.
I don’t understand how a “factualist” can even say that, how a person could say that.
Because of that one person, I don’t think I’ll be able to function the same for the next while.
One person can impact another’s life greatly,
Even if by means insulting and greatly discriminating those you hold dear.
For now; I’ll just embrace the pain,
Not for him, and not for me,
But for the realization that a person can hate an innocent whom has done nothing to deserve such harsh discrimination.
I don’t understand…
6 comments
Why on earth are you giving this person so much power? I mean yes what he or she said was disgusting but think about it. HE’s the one who said. HE’s the one who is messed up. Not you or your brother.
Humans can be both good and bad, it’s up to you to listen to the good and ignore the bad. Who the hell cares what this asshole thinks? Humans are capable of unimaginable horror and absolutely amazing feats. Some examples are ausschwitz, and reaching the moon, you cannot dwell on the actions that have caused harm, they only lead to despair. You must pick yourself up and live harder, spend more time with your brother, have great times with him! Prove to yourself, not that horrible person what really matters.
While it may be hard knowing humans can be so horrible, you must dwell on humans and your high feats!
humans achievements and the good they are capable of**
…I can see why someone would say that…I’d rather not deal with either sides of the argument because no one knows what people who have those kinds of conditions are going through some can’t even answer us..for all we know they are smarter than us but just can’t get it out…since we don’t know it’s best not to make judgments..let people say what they want ignorance…just tell them to keep it to themselves if it bothers you. I for once…am no taking a side. :c
I found out I have dyslexia,
Number 1 its impossible to know how severe and how many life experienceshave been influenced by it
I am a retard, I’ve had so much bad luck, unable to understand the drift,etc etc etc,
Only I can know when linking the dot how much damage has been done to my life by such a thing, but whenpeople thinkabout things dyslexia is the same for everyone, I just happen to have it intheperfect balance that I could just about dismiss it. And still feel and be intelligent enough to make it by. The suffering is uniue because I now know what it means to have a good life and continuously lose it for no intelligibe reason. Some people see life like snakes and ladders, just to learn I have loads more ladders but loads more snakes too doesn’t make the extra ladders one damn better. Having dyslexia the way Ihave it is like playing thatgame blind foldand assuming everyone havethe same board mostlybutbeing too stupid to rralisefor ten yers because Ispend a lot of time insnake bowls