I can’t take this! I don’t know whats wrong but I want to do it so bad. It’s all I can think about and I just want to kill myself! why is today different? Why is this happening to me? Death looks so wonderful right now and Its all I want! Why aren’t I dead? I want to be! I can’t take this! This is horrible suicide hotlines don’t help at all! I’m so alone and I’m going crazy. I want help! I can’t take this! Why can’t I do it? Fuck this!
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i know what youre feeling hot lines suck cause you talk to a stranger that doesnt knows what your talking about ex: Hey its going really badly with my mom i triedd talking to her about what i feel butt she doesnt makes anything to change things! *voice at the end of phone* ”You should maybe talk more to your mom about how you feal kid!” … like sincerely?? yaa myself either im trying so bad to cut and end my life but if i miss i get judged and shit … sucks right?? thats called life -_-
I’m glad to know that you want help that means you still have not given up on life completely. I have never tried calling hot lines so i don’t know how the handle things but try to understand that they are doing the best they can as they dont know you at all and its almost impossible to tell them everything they need to know. I have been were you are now i thought dying was the best thing that could ever happen to me but i dont think like that anymore i made a choice to give life a chance and im doing just that. I want to help you in any way that i can so please know that im here for you feel free to email me at g_gen19@yahoo.com