well now both my parents know i started cutting again. and i hate it… i dont want to talk to them about it.. i cant its too hard. but my mom doesnt understand this… i think my dad helped her to a little tho. becuz last nbight she said she didnt think it was nessesary to go to therapy becuz i can talk to her. she then said she’ll talk to my dad about it, and when i woke up this morning she said that i have to go speak to the school counselor today and if they think i need therapy then i’ll go.
but its lunch right now and the counselors arent here today. and im thankful for that, becuz i have no idea what im suposto talk to her about… what am i suposto say?
i feel horrible… my eyes are swollen becuz i cried myself to sleep lastnight. i havent cried that hard in a while. and this morning i cried before i went to school.. and i still want to cry, more then anything. i just want to curl up in a ball and cry for hours on end.
the littlest things have been setting me off today.. live i had to scrape the frost off the car this morning, and it was really tough today, and i just started balling and getting all mad, i usually wouldnt get mad over that…..
my eyes hurt…Â im hurting…. i need a hug badly!
i want sonmeone to hold me whike i cry, and not say anything. just hold me,….
-Morgan……RawrImaTurtle….
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Awh (:you do need someone for that. But … For now I’d advice you to talk to a therapist about Everything you just posted. They’ll just talk about whatever you feel like. There’s never any pressure. I’m sure it’ll be really helpful.
thank you. i’ll do that on monday… im just so scared
About what? Therapy? Or just starting to ask for help. I mean I like talking to my therapist though I accidentally missed my last two appts :0 not good.I think you need someone to talk to (: someone who will listen and understand what you’re going through. You seem good at talking ((:
I’m scared becuz I know I’ll end in tears. Meaning in my forth period my eyes will be swollen and red… And yes duke. I agree
We don’t have school counsellors in England. You normally go to your doctor. He would then refer you to a psych if necessary. At least it’s all out in the open now. It is only when you hide from a problem, it becomes difficult to solve.