If you read this post PLEASE comment! Everyone. Are you wanting Option 1 or 2?
1. I just want to get better, be happy, and have the daily pain to stop, i’d prefer to live.
2. I would love to die right now, if it was simple, painless, certain, quick – with just a wink, you are gone, dead and no longer exist
Vote: 1 or 2 ? (My vote is #2)
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I’d vote for #1 if I knew for sure I was going to get better. There is more that I want to experience, and even though I currently hate my life, I would rather be better than dead. I totally understand #2 though.
I’d choose option 1 because, if I was happy, I wouldn’t have any reason to want to die.
ctb, why would you choose 2? There doesn’t seem to me to be much logic in wanting to die when you could live and be happy.
The force must be strong with you ob1
I wish it was, Duke.
Sadly I feel more like Yoda in Return of the Jedi = “Sick have i become; old and weak!”
He still managed to retrieve the spacecraft from the lake.
My nan reminds me of Yoda because she looks a bit like him and always eats saag. Anyway, she’s 80 and still a force to be reckoned with.
#2. I want out.
No third option?
@ Gaara
I have been meaning to ask you for some time but have always been too shy…
What do those symbols mean at the beginning of your name?
#2
Why even bother. It’s #2, of course.
1 cause in the moment you feel good. i would try to do that for you
#2 please.
@ Duke of Marmalade
Self. Love. Carnage/Demon.
That’s what the characters mean.
i will hug the demon if its not too abrasive:)
I just could not go on anymore without knowing the answer to my burning question. You have spared me a lifetime of wonderment.
I know you are Asian but may I be as impudent as to ask which country.
I am English but of north Indian descent.
@ Duke of Marmalade: No. You are mistaken. Really, how could you ever know. This site is anonymous. Anyways, strangers do not have the privilege of learning sensitive information such as my identity. That is all.
well played sir
Because you said you were Asian and you name is kind of a hint. No worries anyway.
Strongly number 2.
No 1 although in january it was no2 hell who knows bipolr is like that!!
@Duke of Marmalade: I do believe you must mean ‘one_day’. Not I. Although I recall quoting her when she said ‘because I’m asian’. I apologize for the confusion.
Not everyone is who they seem to be in cyberspace.
@ctb-driver: I’m sorry for the comments unrelated to your post. You may delete them at your will.
I honestly don’t know. I’d like to stop. Just stop but I don’t know if that means die because I’m not certain if dying means that you stop – what if there’s an afterlife? Plus I have responsibilities and I know that’s supposed to mean something. I’m just not sure if it does or not. Sorry, I can’t be more helpful but that’s a question I’ve been struggling with.
I want to be happy in life. Desperately so. It’s why I’m still here. I can be happy. I want to be happy. Why can’t I get over this one hurdle I’ve struggled with my whole entire life? Right now I feel closer than ever but I face seemingly insurmountable odds.
Option 1 seems more desirable to me at the moment, but option 2 is always in the back of my mind. I’d love to get to a place where I can be happy. Thinking of death all the time is no way to live.
I want so bad the first one but It just seems impossible:(