Still breathing, yet increasingly there seems to be less of a reason to exist ( I won’t say live, because I don’t consider myself living.)
I’m existing. For now.
I was reading your post from Nov 3rd, 2011… you said that:
“I hate that my options are reduced drastically because of my height, age, and race.”
But then I was thinking, if one tall black guy moved into your area, well, his odds of meeting someone would be greatly reduced too, except that you would be there. So you just need ONE guy to move close, and you would have better odds than any other the white chicks around!
I do understand what you are saying though. It’s got to be incredibly hard to live in an area where everyone around you is different (white, or whatever). I’m gay, and most people in the rural area I am currently living are straight. I’m always the “odd” one of the area.
You do have A LOT going on for you though. You seem very intelligent, and I bet you are prettier than you are letting on.
Any chance of trying to meet someone at church? It’s not my thing (organized religion), but maybe going to a different church? Or driving out of town for the weekend to a town with better odds? Or how about volunteering somewhere? Just an idea… getting out to different places more often would increase the odds. 🙂
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Hey I’m from Cali too; southern.
What about you?
Hey… what’s going on? Do you want to talk about it?
I was reading your post from Nov 3rd, 2011… you said that:
“I hate that my options are reduced drastically because of my height, age, and race.”
But then I was thinking, if one tall black guy moved into your area, well, his odds of meeting someone would be greatly reduced too, except that you would be there. So you just need ONE guy to move close, and you would have better odds than any other the white chicks around!
I do understand what you are saying though. It’s got to be incredibly hard to live in an area where everyone around you is different (white, or whatever). I’m gay, and most people in the rural area I am currently living are straight. I’m always the “odd” one of the area.
You do have A LOT going on for you though. You seem very intelligent, and I bet you are prettier than you are letting on.
Any chance of trying to meet someone at church? It’s not my thing (organized religion), but maybe going to a different church? Or driving out of town for the weekend to a town with better odds? Or how about volunteering somewhere? Just an idea… getting out to different places more often would increase the odds. 🙂