the days seem to go on, and i feel like im auto pilot.
i dont even think, i just do.
like im barely alive.
kind of a numbing feeling, and id ont even take any medications.
i feel like im floating through life not doing anything or have any meaning what so ever. perhaps that im not even real….
does anyone else have this feeling?
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I feel like that, and i have such a feeling of nothingness behind my existance, like its not even real, and so it doesn’t even matter. I am forced to take medication though.
I feel the same way. I cried so much last month, it feels as if my emotions vanished during that time. I still feel extremely sad, but I rarely feel the need to cry or show any emotions. I’m just alive.
I did this last week when I went skiing…. You need someone in front of you though. How nice, to feel nothing, and still get full credit for being alive.
I often wish there was an auto-pilot mode to my life. Every day is just so tedious, and I find no joy in anything. Just a never-ending boredom that makes me want to cease all thought. Daily life means nothing to me, pain barely even registers with me anymore, and all I ever do is try to find ways to make time feel faster.