Its ironic really, Ever since my family died (my daughter died of leukemia) i have been battling with depression and have tried to kill myself a few times, i was only just able get somesort of life back this year, but now the optinion of life has been taken away from me.
I have bone cancer, stage 4. im as good as dead. So i guess this will prob be my last post.
Im glad really, all this time i have wanted to die so i could be with my family again, and my prayers have been answered.
I will prob make out my will this week, i guess i will give most of my stuff to charity, i dont really have anyone in my life anymore.
Theres no point to this post really, i guess im just saying goodbye.
“One_day”, “unique”,”life suck and then you die”, you guys have all spoke to me at one point or another on here and helped to to hold on a bit longer, but its out of my hands now. I have been suffering for nearly 4 years.
But no more, Amber, Sarah, i will be with you soon.
Goodbye all here on SP, I hope you all find the happiness i once had.