i pushed myself

“Take a second out to think about this: in your life you search and search for the right person for you. Every time you break up with someone you get one step closer to that person. You should look at moving on as getting closer to meeting the one.” Getting out of bed is one of the hardest things to do especially when staying in bed is the only thing u want to do, i have to do that every day and trust me it gets a little easier but its never easy. It hurts like hell when the ones u trusted the most are the ones that hurt u the most, its hard to let any one in and it might take some time, but maybe you can actually get over it and realize that if you dont allow any one in anymore u are denying ur self of that wonderful relationship u can have with some one weather that be a friend or a boy friend or something else. Be your self those who care about you will love u just the way u are and ur actually hurting ur self more by pretending to be happy u are placing a wall between u and ppl making it a lot harder for u to rly make good relationships i hope u feel better and that u can fallow my advise as i cant follow my own advise =(