I have this feeling. It starts in the back of my throat and goes down to my stomach. I can’t pinpoint exactly what it is, but I guess I can relate it to the feeling you get on a roller coaster. Not the one you get when you begin to plummet, but the one right before that. The feeling you get at the top of the hill when you start to hear the chains slowly go down and you begin to wonder why the hell you got on the ride in the first place. By then, though, it’s too late to get off and so you have no other choice but to close your eyes and wait. It sucks even more because you’re expecting it. That’s the feeling I’ve had consistently all week. Frankly, I’m getting tired of it. It’s the worst feeling in the world in my opinion, because i can’t get rid of it. You guys got any ideas?
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ugh,i hate that feeling.i’m sorry your going through this. do you have anxiety in general? or has something got you really upset? I get really anxious sometimes-i used to freak out over tests in school,i would shake and feel like i was going to throw up. once it was over though,and i saw i had done fine,i was always okay. is something making you anxious?
Ellachristina, now that I think about it, there is something making me anxious. It shouldn’t, though, because it’s out of my control. I’m afraid that because I can’t do anything about it, it’ll get worse.
it’s good that you know what’s upsetting you though,now you can try to find a way to solve it. there is no way around it/under it/through it? do you you want to talk about it? it’s okay if you don’t,but maybe we could help you solve it.
I lost the most important person in the world to me due to a careless mistake and I’ll never get them back. Ive tried giving him space, talking about it, nothing helps.
i’m really sorry.:( heartbreak is a nightmare. I wish there was something i could say that will help but I don’t know. I just know that you will get through it,it’s not worth your life. there are a lot of guys in the world that could love you if you give them a chance. I know it takes a while to heal after a breakup,(if it is a breakup?it works for the end a friendship too) but there will be more guys and more love. love is everywhere. this wasn’t your only chance. i hope things work out but if they don’t-don’t let it beat you. you are amazing-you just have to remember that okay? hang in there. we’re al here for you
and who knows…sometimes when a door closes,and other one opens. maybe this had to happen so you could find the person who you are meant to be with.