Please for now refer to me as Inspire, I don’t share the same pain as many of those who come on here, I have a pain that no matter what it never goes away.
I currently live with my aunt since both my parents died in a car accident when I was very little, I was in that car accident and nearly died with them. Back then I didn’t know what to think and now I’m glad to be alive. I don’t have the funnest of lives I live with my aunt who has an odd hate for me. I currently am trying to stay in school, however I often find myself in a hospital bed.
I want to ask everyone out there, is it okay for me to give up?
I don’t know how to fight this cancer inside me, I had developed the cancer Leukemia over my life and now it has put me into a position where Doctor’s tell me that the cancer has progressed even further, making me even worse.
I get fevers, frequent infections of various things, I am easily out of breathe, or suffer large amounts of fatigue, as well my loss of appetite has resulted in me looking like skin and bones, I bleed far to easily and badly, my muscles have grown extremely weak and I suffer pain in the joints of my bones. The doctors say I am terminal unless I can find a marrow donor and let me tell you they are extremely hard to find.
So is it okay to give up on living, I’m fighting something that would take a miracle to win against.
Is it okay to give up?
I for once in my life don’t want to die. I’m very scared, I’m scared.
Is it okay to stop going on, or do I keep fighting? I don’t know anymore.
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>> I want to ask everyone out there, is it okay for me to give up?
Don’t give up. I’m sorry to read about the Leukemia and the conditions it causes. As hard as finding a marrow donor might be, there is always hope and always the possibility. If you give up, nobldy else’s efforts mean anything. You said that you wanted to live. THAT IS GOOD! Channel your energy… Stay positive… and DON’T give up!
thanks, I’m trying but its hard when everyday a doctor comes in and reminds you how long you have.
I’ll try, I’ll try my best
Everyday, people beat tbe odds at a variety of life’s challenges. If you put ypur mind to it, you can often do it… It’s good to see you try. 🙂
No don’t give up, please keep fighting like you always have been, and if its too late I will remember you inspire, I promise you that I promise to remember you
thank yu, I’m actually crying at your words
i dont know u but i used to volunteer at a local hospital, those kids were so brave and yes they were scated but they were a million times the person i am. Just by reading this i know u r one of those strong brave kids, there is hope whether in this life or in the next there is hope for a better tommorow
thanks 😀
Truly it’s your choice. There is no right or wrong. If you are learning from your suffering and you believe there is value, it’s up to you. If you are to let go, you will
be okay…but this is a point you need to come to within yourself. It is entirely your choice. What is perfectly okay, is that you make a choice and know there need be no guilt or shame. The great part about your post is you’ve come to a place where you appreciate life and perhaps this is what is meant by your experiencing all this. You have great courage. Take care.