Please for now refer to me as Inspire, I don’t share the same pain as many of those who come on here, I have a pain that no matter what it never goes away.
I currently live with my aunt since both my parents died in a car accident when I was very little, I was in that car accident and nearly died with them. Back then I didn’t know what to think and now I’m glad to be alive. I don’t have the funnest of lives I live with my aunt who has an odd hate for me. I currently am trying to stay in school, however I often find myself in a hospital bed.
I want to ask everyone out there, is it okay for me to give up?
I don’t know how to fight this cancer inside me, I had developed the cancer Leukemia over my life and now it has put me into a position where Doctor’s tell me that the cancer has progressed even further, making me even worse.
I get fevers, frequent infections of various things, I am easily out of breathe, or suffer large amounts of fatigue, as well my loss of appetite has resulted in me looking like skin and bones, I bleed far to easily and badly, my muscles have grown extremely weak and I suffer pain in the joints of my bones. The doctors say I am terminal unless I can find a marrow donor and let me tell you they are extremely hard to find.
So is it okay to give up on living, I’m fighting something that would take a miracle to win against.
Is it okay to give up?
I for once in my life don’t want to die. I’m very scared, I’m scared.
Is it okay to stop going on, or do I keep fighting? I don’t know anymore.