Yes I’m suicidal, hence my username. That may explain the dream of me seeing a documentary on TV about a boy who commit suicide and was dead but lived? ( yeah my dreams don’t like logic) anyway, I watch the entire documentary; it showed where and how he grew up and how he killed himself and his funeral ceremony. At the end the boy who committed suicide was alive and grown up saying theres hope for all depressed teenagers. That was when I broke my eyes away from my TV and realised that I was sitting in my living room which had a mahogany coffin in it. I immediately knew that my dead body was inside. My parents were sobbing and layed embroidered pieces of material with the words “mum” and “dad” on them. It was like a part of them had died with me. I felt bad about the pain I’d caused my parents but there was also I massive relief for me as I was, at last, dead, right? *queue waking up at 5:30am*
What does this mean? Is it a sign/premonition that I’m going to or should kill myself?
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vivid dream>.< dreams about death can sometimes mean the opposite, that you r going to have a "rebirth" or change for the better in life and maybe the dream itself was a kind of catharsis
I really hope your right Mimik but I’m tired of hoping for anything other than the worst and the worst still happening. Sorry if I don’t make sense I think I’m having a bit of a breakdown.
I think it might be your spirit guide telling you that if you commit suicide, what will the effect be on your family? How will you feel looking down/onto them (depending on your beliefs)… That’s my guess, hope it might help
Do dreams tell the future or the past? I guess we all look at things differently. I see it 2 ways, one is that your mind is trying to tell you that the future of your decision will affect not only you but everyone around you. Your parents really love you which is deplicted in the dream by ther sadness. Also the grave stones of your parents tells me that you will be killing a part of them. Second is you need to look at the future. Not just next week or next month but years down the road. You will miss out on meeting new people, new relationships and new experiences. Nobody knows what the future will bring us. Stick around too find out,you never know, it might be worth the wait.
take care and be strong for you and your family and friends…
One thing I notice about premonitions dreams are that if you watching them through you own eyes then its a premonitions dream, but if you can see your self from a third person view, then it’s a dream.
One more thing, there is no sound in a premonition dream just sight.
I’d say this is a sign with the tv ad that they are not going to let you kill your self and are trained to keep you alive by saying that you have hope and all this sh*t. It’s even if you choose suicide they will choose life for you. They want you to live by showing a sob story of your parents to make you think twice. Just someone who knows you are suicidal trying to morbidly brain wash you into staying alive.