General newbie here :( by freaked 3/18/2012 written by freaked 3/18/2012 do i not get to talk to people head on here? im new 7 comments 0 Email Related posts the death of kindness 1/15/2022 An Alternative Medication 1/15/2022 “just kill yourself” 1/15/2022 I’m exhausted 1/15/2022 MDMA 1/15/2022 1/14/2022 I will kill myself 1/14/2022 I want to help 1/14/2022 Just sharing some good cheer ! 1/14/2022 I just cannot take this anymore and no... 1/14/2022 7 comments distant.road 3/18/2012 - 9:11 pm Hi… You can talk to people here. This site is a good place to talk… Many will listen and try their best to help. While our situations may be different, we’re all experiencing some of life’s challenges. Log in to Reply lifeishorribe 3/18/2012 - 9:34 pm You can talk to me althouqht If you want advice then talk to Distant up there and Dawq and duke but If you just wanna talk then I’m your person ha by the way like the name! Log in to Reply distant.road 3/18/2012 - 9:35 pm hi lifeishorrible… You’re good at helping, too! We all offer good advice… and the more advice, the better… because we all come from different backgrounds and have a different perspective on things. You might think of something or some piece of the puzzle that someone else misses… and that’s why SP is such a good community. 🙂 Log in to Reply freaked 3/18/2012 - 9:44 pm thanks not really looking for advice i just feel the need to talk and listen to others that are depressed and or suicidal wich i am def both i guess i just have the tendencies more than anything! ill nvr forget the first time i felt the need to take action on my suicidal thoughts though! i was 8 or 9 i hated home and my parents. mom was a mean alcholic and dad was always out trying to make a lil money to survive on so he was never home and when he was i got no attention really but i tied a noose of sorts out of a bath rode and tied it to the upstairs railing dangling at the stairs i put it around my neck and lifed my feet off the ground it was so weird and i had wished that i wasnt goin to suffer from strangling my self so i backed down ive had knives to my heart and i even had a rifle to my head but all this was back when i was a kid and into my teenage years ive been living with all sorts of problems for a long time i feel the need to go get help but i dont think il get the right help with no insurance so thats where im at…depressed suicidal and thinking about how shity life is almost 20 yrs Log in to Reply lifeishorribe 3/18/2012 - 9:54 pm Distant ha yup We’re help In our own ways:)……….freaked I’m sorry to hear that!I wish I could say I can relate to you but I can’t.I hope to qet to know you and just know that here on SP were here with open arms for you! Log in to Reply nothingleft88 3/19/2012 - 12:31 am Freaked you have definitely found the right place im new to this too. But the people here are more supportive then anywjere else ive ever found and they wont judge you. Its kinda like home i guess somewhere i fit in. Log in to Reply molly woppit 3/19/2012 - 4:49 am Hey freaked welcome we’re all a little freaked in some way or another…I’ve been feeling a little suisidal for oh say 25 years I’m 43 now it is possable to survive hang in there dude!! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.