Ray of Sunshine

Your smile has been on our minds. Your positive attitude and incredible sense of humor is forever embedded in our hearts. Even people who barely knew you are deeply touched by your actions. You lost hope like many of us do. Maybe life kicked you  down one too many times.  Maybe you couldn’t find help in any of your friends. You’re heart was torn and you couldn’t mend it, but there was hope for you. You were a ray of sunshine among us. I hope you finally found peace. I hope our escape mended your heart and you can finally be happy. I wish somebody could have seen through your act. I wish someone could have seen that you were deeply upset.  But your in heaven now and I bet your light is burning brighter than ever.

I hope all of you know that suicide may seem like a peaceful way to go. That it’s your life and that you should be able to choose when you go and when you don’t, but believe me life isn’t as horrible as you think. Life is difficult, hell yeah, but it’s what you learn from experience. Heart break hurts like no other pain, but when you finally heal (and trust me you do) life is beautiful. You see everything in a whole new perspective and trust me it’s worth the wait. Find ways to cope. It’s your life so go out and do what makes you happy. Just don’t give up on yourself. You’re amazing.