Here I am trying my best, Trying to make EVERYONE happy. But no my friends decide to go behind my back and say I’m a downer,I never get anything done, I screw everything up, I take everything away from them. Like really *****? I give my everything and I NEVER ask you people for anything. I’m stuck here putting up with all of you, just because I actually care about someone and I’ll do anything I possibly can to keep his head held up high because hes the only one who doesnt talk about me behing my back, never asks me for anything, treats me with respect, and actually gives a fuck about me. I’m sorry to say that if this ends, I wont have anyone keeping me down here and I can leave all of this behind and just end it with a knife to my wrist. And with every god damn slash, Hundreds of memories will bleed out.