The new me… thats what im hearing from everyone. Thats what i see when i look in the mirror. I have been depressed for the past 5 to 6 months… yes its taken that long for them to give a crap. My gp wants to put me on anti depressants. Go figure. I hate all these people that think they are so helpful and supportive. Youre not me… you never will be so please leave me alone. You have NO idea what im going through or what it feels like so LEAVE ME ALONE! Stop pretending to understand and care coz lets face it … YOU DONT! Your pretty made up life is not as pathetic and empty as you say it is! You have it made. You dont have to cut yourself to hide your pain. You dont purge your feelings down the bathroom sink. Thank you very much for being just another fake and uncaring piece… that adds to my depression. Why dont you trust me? Why cant i have a life? Just leave me alone… please… im begging you… You dont have to check up on me every five minutes… you dont have to know my every word and every move…. go away…please… I dont want to hurt you but ur hurting me so please just let me be…. its not all about you… Let me live my life. Thank you to all those that really do care. Sorry if i bored you with this fit…
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Your right. I DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH. All i know is that your having rough times, and you probably will never want to talk to me. But if you ever want to, you may. Madisonkaykay09@aol.com
I’m going through tough times too. But thats okay. Just try to hold in there? Thanks. Remember, if you ever change your mind, you can email me. I’m sorry for acting like those people that won’t leave you alone ):
I know exactly how you feel. I was diagnosed with depression many years ago. I live with my mom, and ever since I was diagnosed she has become obsessed with knowing my every action. If I go somewhere she gets mad if I don’t tell her where. If I spend money she gets mad if I don’t tell her what I bought. Sometimes she will come into my room, and gets upset with me because she doesn’t believe me when I tell her I’m fine.
Others get mad at me for not expressing my pain. They know what I’m going through? Yeah right.
People like you and I express ourselves differently, and others need to learn to deal with it.
I understand.
Which is why I fake it everywhere but online.
Because they either use some cliche like ‘it will get better’ or they want you on drugs or therapy for the rest of your life.