(-_-) yeah cause its cool to be a bully huh??

I grew up in a small town of Michigan, Were people knew eachother, but the people in the town were druggies, whores, sexist, and horrible.
Every day id go into school hoping ill be ok, but nooooo i cant have 1 Damn good day, i got made fun of, got my ass handed to me, and rumores went around that i was a prostitute
Now all of this didnt bother me, untill my “bestfriend” started doing it. She was really the only person i had, my parents didnt care, my siblings didnt believe me. so at that point i had nobody
ive been smoking ciggs and the green since i was only 13, just to find an escape from this Town that was so mean to me.
i started cutting at age 12 just cause my family pushed me away,
People called/ still call me Emo. But i dont label myself, cause thats like a guitar without strings: pointless. Cause over the years people change.
I have suicide thoughts all the time, but i wont give the people that hurt me, the satisfaction. ill make them suffer by staying here so they can watch me be better then them.
Ive always wanted to be a model, if you care to now what i look like my name on twitter is vhannaboolovesu. i get called ugly all the time but oh well:)
Stay strong beautiful people<3 xx