I have a friend who cuts herself and she is thinking about committing suicide. She told me about her life and I then compared it to my life. I found they were the same. We both have cuts on our bodies and our fathers abuse us. She can’t do anything without getting thrown somewhere. My father just takes his belt off and whips me with it.  I told my mom that he abuses me and she ignored me. I told her I wanted to kill myself and all she said was, “God doesn’t except those who kill themselves.” Lot of help that did. I haven’t tried yet but I’m thinking soon and I don’t think I’ll make. I guess I’m just looking for a reason not to try.
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God accepts and loves you no matter what happens. Just because those around you now don’t seem to care, doesn’t mean it will always be like that. Someday you’ll be able to find and surround yourself with people who care about you, and want what’s best for you. Hang in there, that day will come.
your past influences your future, but it does not dictate it. you write your own future, don’t let them do it for you.
Thanks i was annie. that helps, a lot more than my moms advice.