i have been feeling loved lost lately by my own family
Suicide
how can i make this stop
Suicide
It’s all i think about
Suicide
Can’t get it out
Suicide
So hard to resist
Suicide
resist the urge to slit my wrist
Suicide
wishing i had a gun
Suicide
all i have is a small razor
Suicide
so i drag the blade across my legs and arms
Suicide
wishing to do myself much more harm
Suicide
and i wake soaked in blood
Suicide
cuts all over my body
Suicide
and im still somehow alive
Suicide
deep and long so much blood lost
Suicide
how am i still here?
Suicide
I really need a gun
Suicide
one day… one day
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One day this will all be over, but today it not so, do and try everything that makes you happpy
At the start of each month I have this recurring dream of a Judge sentencing me to a further 28 days in misery. My life. My release date is the day I get paid but that’s short-lived as it never gets me very far.
i am talking to someone about everything and i am happy i let someone know. they message me everyday to check up on me.