i am  18 and live in sri lanka…
well  the whole thing started when i 1st attend to a class,,,there was may friend and there were more then 100 pretty girls..  but the thing is  that there was one looks very special to me, i didn’t think about it at that time but with the miracle of time my mind actually went nuts..actually, i  even didn’t think  in the 1st day that i will be so crazy on her.. but the problem was that i have never ever talk with her but whatsoever she didn’t forget to smile with me every time she sow me in the class.and i started talking with her and after more then  16 week of time i asked here out,
dammm, this is the time i realized that i am in a  problem,  as i asked her out she just refused me . i didn’t think it’s a big deal. but when i go home the whole picture got change i soooo much crazy about her i had to u sleeping pill to have a nice time..
the time pass and i nearly spend half a year trying for her and she kept telling me no… and the final  examination was in the door step.i could not study and do any thing other then thinking about her..
then i got the idea of loosing this valuable life that was give my loving parents.. of one day  night i went to the hospital with my father( he is doctor) and while i am there i took a ——————————–.. and when i returned home i went to my room and took it in to ——- ..  thank god  i sow a photo of my father and mother , and i couldn’t do it. i couldn’t leave them in pain so i stop……
as the  time pass i made up my mind to live .(with the help of my friends and Buddhism)
hmmmmm, well at the examination i got 7 A pass ,2 c pass for the nine subjects…and about that girl ,,, today morning she has send me email saying that she likes me … ya!!!! ya!!!
see if i had suicide i would have lost everything ….. i think you guy got help from this…………………………………………..
bye bye … live well
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You learnt Your lesson 🙂 so nice to hear!
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thanxx man ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Hey
I have been to Sri Lanka. Great place.
I don’t know whether Barefoot or Liberty Plaza still exist but you could try buying her something nice.
yh , those place are still here.. about those are in colombo nearly 300Km from my place…
i could buy same thing from my tonw..
thanxx man ….
You could try taking her to the movies. There was another shopping centre with a cinema but I can’t remember what it’s called.
I’ve been everywhere in Sri Lanka, sigria, bentota beach, elephant orphanage. Your lucky to live in one of the most naturally beautiful places in the world. Definitely the most underrated destination. I would definitely do back there.
In June/July the sea churns up the sand which gives the ocean a brown colour which looks amazing next to the backdrop. Like something from a movie.
thanks for sharing that is amazing 🙂
thanks for sharing that is amazing 🙂