i used to believe in so many things. i believed in happiness. i believed in happy endings. i believed in miracles. i even believed in destiny. but now i don’t even know what the word ” believe ” means. my parents are divorcing and i’m realizing that no one actually really cared about me. not even a little bit. not even at all. because they don’t know understand how much it hurts to be the messed up one. the mistake. the failure. i’ve got no reason to be watched. i’ve got nothing special. i’m just .. broken. i don’t think it’s even possible to be that broken. i feel like i’m nothing and i just don’t know what i am supposed to do in life. because i always thought i could be a singer and make my number one dream come true but that’s the sad part with dreams. it’s false. it’s all in your head. it’s not gonna happen. i just wanna be set free. i want to feel alive again. i just want someone to love me
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I’ve beenthroughthe divorce. About 4 years now. Stuck with my dad. I am 17 now, except i found my escape. Suicide on saturday for me. Suffer for as long as i did and either go insane or reach suicide
@HeavenMcGroover and @RogueShadow1281:
Life is not always beautiful. And a lot of the times, it is ridiculously unbearable. But look at what you haven’t seen in the world.. All the things you would miss out on. You have a chance to make someone else’s life wonderful. Your life could be like hell right now, but what if someone could change that? What if you were destined to meet your soulmate tomorrow? What if you found the beauty of life? Email me at runsintherain@gmail.com I need to help.
I really hope that you will be strong, and not give up. Things happen in life sometimes that are horrible I know. Never give up on your dreams. If you want someone to talk to feel free to e-mail me at danielle16yeah at gmail. com take care.