Ugh!
I hate this! My friends know I’m in pain but don’t seem to care, I just finished puking and bruising myself in the bathroom. I guess they didn’t hear anything. And if they did I guess they didnt care :/ I have great friends hey? Ones who always put me down and tell me all they things I can change about myself… That chewing my nails isn’t attractive. Well my boyfriend finds it cute! So that’s good enough for me! God can’t they realize I’m very sensitive?! My one guy friend can. He told me he’s always careful about what he says becuz he doesn’t want to hurt me. But my other friends aren’t like that, I’m not fucking strong! I can’t take this crap every day! I now realize why I don’t hang out with them on the weekends. Becuz I need a break from them… I’m sorry to them.. But they are really pushing me…
-RawrImaTurtle..
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Sometimes I feel that way-how do they not notice? But I think either they do and don’t know what to do so they say nothing or they’re too self absorbed to notice. I guess I’d rather think the former. Have you tried clearly saying to them that you need help? Don’t get me wrong-I’ve done that and people often care for like five seconds and when they realize they can’t fix me in one or two sentences, try change the subject. I guess that’s why I like this site because people here are willing to try. Some people just don’t know what to say or do.
Yah. Like some people know. But they don’t try anymore. They just have up.