broke

Everything about me is broken

my phone, my bank account, my heart

i wish someone would just take them

and give me a brand new start

I’ve gone through bullets and knives

through fire and ice

through volts and ropes

through drugs and loves

through suffocation and exoneration

And yet i still am alive

I beg for peace

i beg for calm

i beg for death

and yet nothing has happened but

pain

suffering

and silence.

I am broken, body and soul

nothing in this world will make me whole

because i am scattered in a million peices

and there’s no way i can find them all