Thanks guys for the support….I really wish there was just a button you could push & that would be the end….no suffering, no pain, your just gone. Life is to much. I keep having this thought that if I were to break up w/ my controlling and emotionally abusive bf..things would get better for me (which I know they would) but it’s easier said than done. I can’t bring myself to do it..it hurts to much. I don’t know how much more of this I can take :'(
when i was little loads of stuff happened but i was still happy but now i’m making up 4 the sadness that i didnt feel when i was small……………i wish sometimes that i could just grow up sooner because i’m 15 now but i just want 2 get past my teen years nd then hope things get better
I’ll be 18 on June 2nd…& I am pretty thankful that I had a decent childhood, but I wish I could go back to being 15 🙁 don’t wish to grow up too fast…you’ll only get older, never younger.
i guess but sometimes being a teenager is so hard and theres so much pressure i just want it 2 get easier…………. but at least soon you’ll be 18 and free 2 go anywhere or do anything you want
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I know how you feel ItGirl, just can’t seem to hold on anymore…I distroy everything and everyone I’ve ever touched…
I understand how you feel. I am glad you have doubts, that means part of you is not ready, i bet you just want to be happy? *big hugs*
^:0 Stranger danger, stranger danger! lol
Thanks guys for the support….I really wish there was just a button you could push & that would be the end….no suffering, no pain, your just gone. Life is to much. I keep having this thought that if I were to break up w/ my controlling and emotionally abusive bf..things would get better for me (which I know they would) but it’s easier said than done. I can’t bring myself to do it..it hurts to much. I don’t know how much more of this I can take :'(
i’m kind of like that 2 but some days are really bad 🙁 but that means that other days are really good 😀
Yeah…today is definitely one of those bad days. I so badly wish I could be little again….I never had any sadness & I was always happy….
when i was little loads of stuff happened but i was still happy but now i’m making up 4 the sadness that i didnt feel when i was small……………i wish sometimes that i could just grow up sooner because i’m 15 now but i just want 2 get past my teen years nd then hope things get better
I’ll be 18 on June 2nd…& I am pretty thankful that I had a decent childhood, but I wish I could go back to being 15 🙁 don’t wish to grow up too fast…you’ll only get older, never younger.
i guess but sometimes being a teenager is so hard and theres so much pressure i just want it 2 get easier…………. but at least soon you’ll be 18 and free 2 go anywhere or do anything you want
me too