I dont know why i am writing to this place, but im going to end this existence in 2 days. I going to to this by hanging because it seems quite peaceful way to go besides of jumping and cutting. Â I have read i think to many news and personal stories and i really do know what i am doing. I have a job and a loving family but i am an idealist, like my psychiatrist said and i just cant live like this anymore. My body i just a burden to me, i have tried everything to fix my life, make it near ideal but i wasnt able to succeed. Having to opportunity to make decent living and doing job what i really liked, traveling and seeing the true world, all its colors and vibrant living. I think everyone knows that i want to end this life and they will understand that i cant live like this anymore…
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I feel your pain. I hope you don’t take this drastic step.
We’ve picked the same day, SNAP… If all goes to plan for the two of us i’ll see you on the otherside, where or whatever that might be. I’ve picked the helium hood tho, coz i think hanging would be unplesant. But thats just me. All the best.
plz dont hang yourself, plz if anything OD then you will fall asleep before you die, that is peacefull!
Making a decision is a very courageous think to do. Nothing is more important than, that we feel good within ourselves, & have peace, & often re emerging back into the non-physical is how this intention is fulfilled. I often feel the split energy between how things are & how badly I want things to be better..it’s a doozy. Wishing you true peace, joy & fulfillment! Cheers!
Depends on how you do the hanging, if it’s not done right, it’s gonna be seriously unpleasant. And even if you do it right not sure how pleasant it can be.
I’m not going to try and stop you but, I just want you to think very hard for at least 24 hours on this matter. Look back on your life, think about those who care about you, and what/who you are leaving behind and make sure you know whether or not this truly is the best thing to do. If you decide that it is, then I wish you luck on the other side man, and all the best.
So, let’s say you had been able to create the perfect life for yourself: Wisdom says, “What does it profit a man if he gain the whole world but lose his soul?” So, is the ideal, perfect life worth anything in the end? Whatever is the most important thing in life you are planning to lose it, and even if you had gained what you thought was most important, it would not have been worth your life.
So, just what is your life worth? What is the essence of your life, and what is that worth? Will you find it if you take your life? Or will you find that you were on track but you gave up for nothing?
When a sparrow falls to the ground God sees it. It does not escape His attention. Yet, you are worth more than many sparrows. He knows the exact number of hairs on your head–they are all numbered.
Something tells me the answers you seek are all right here. People are not perfect. You are loved just as you are, and so much more than you know.
you are so selfish better invite me
Hanging is the right thing for me because i know i can not survive and i dont want it to be just failed attempt.Thanks everyone for support, nice to know that there are others out there who know that is just a physical body and nothing else. And good luck for ya PlanningIt i hope we really see each other on the other side.
Hanging is not peaceful at all. If you do it wrong, you’ll end up painfully suffocating and if someone finds you you’ll have brain-damage for the rest of your life from the lack of oxygen. Or you’ll break your neck wrong and be paralyzed for the rest of your life (try committing suicide paralyzed!) and think of the trauma of finding your body. It’s not like the movies. After 24 hours your neck will stretch and eventually sever, your eyes will literally begin to pop out and bleed…. etc. Think of the trauma that person would have!