Its not even funny anymore….

Its not even funny anymore why am I getting into these difficult situations and being blamed for shit which i havnt done.

First thing that happened recently is my ‘best’ friend turned around one day and just told me to go away and to never talk to her again…. I was like ok? wth… so anyways a couple of days later i talked to her again and she starts that crap again telling me to fuck off.. by now I’m like what the fuck have I done… So I ask someone else and they say I apparently I was taking about my friend behind her back… I was annoyed I mean so would you if somebody was spreading some crap… A couple of days later I found out she said those things herself to get attention so I went up to her and asked what the hell she was playing at then she started all this crap like `im soory’ ‘I didnt mean to’…. I would have forgive her If she hadnt done simiar things in the past so we stopped being friends which caused others to hate me…

So a couple of weeks later when I decided to sort stuff out between me and my ex so we could remain friends there was this big misunderstanding caused by…. yes my ‘best’ friend I talked about before turns out she went and spread rumours saying I was asking my ex out again this caused a lot of chaos and shit again…. So me and her have another arguement and more people hate me.

And yesterday when I was going to my school counselling that ‘best friend’ of mine saw and decided yet again to spread rumours saying im unstable and need help cause i was planning suicide which I wasnt and now nobody believes me cause they all believe her it feels like i’ve lost all my friends and that i’m isolated. Which pisses me off because I finally sorted most things out in my life.