I’m depressed, I feel lonely and worthless and a lot of other negative things I feel about myself. I’ve self-harmed, had suicidal thoughts and tried to overdose myself. I don’t have any friends, I miss school a lot because it stresses me out for absolutely no reason. I sleep a lot, over 10 hours everyday. I can barely manage to eat anything and I can get angry for little or no reason. I’ve kept suffering and I couldn’t do anything about it.
But now, instead of what I would do. You know what I do? I lock myself in the bathroom with my cellphone and earphones, I put my music on full blast while lipsynching to the song and I dance like a crazy nutjob. 🙂 I lose myself while laughing at my stupid moves.
I’ve never felt happier. It works everytime.
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Wonderful.
Music and dancing is your sanctuary.
Yes. 🙂 I think it’s the best thing in life. God and music are who/what I turn to when I have nobody. 🙂
Your post made me smile alot. 🙂 Minus the self-harming, I can relate to everything you mentioned. Especially the dancing part. I feel like such a dork, but it surprisingly helps me forget about my troubles – even if only for a minute. Music is pretty much everything to me. 🙂
Hey are you a newbie???Wow this Is like my fourth time askinq someone this today!haha
I aqree with Alexis witht he minus the self harminq.This has nothinq to do with the post but I can’t help but feel that Alexis and you are the same person?Yall have like the same name!
Anyway that’s so aaawwwesome!like I don’t know you lipsinqinq and dancinq brinqs me to think that you have a bubbly personailty and I like It;)
alexis.marie: LOL! I know right, I feel so stupid but I don’t really care about that. It’s not like anyone could see me doing those dorky moves. 😀 Aw, glad I could make someone smile.
Lifeishorrible: Yup! 🙂 I’m a newbie here. This is my favorite site next to fanfiction.com. 😀 I love to write stories about my favorite characters there. 😀
LOL! Nope, we’re not the same person but we do have two things in common. 😀 Hehe. Aww, thank you. 🙂 It’s the only time I can actually be happy and forget all my sorrows and stress. 🙂
Alex: Exactly lol. Marianas Trench = perfect for it. 🙂 Hahaha. & I’m glad too. 🙂
Lifeishorrible: LOL, definitely not the same person. Just a coincidence with the names. xD