Well its finally official, I’m doing nothing with my life, I can’t even get up outbid my bed to get myself a Heath care card. I need it for when I go to tafe, which is like a college it’s just really shit, and cheap..
Anyway it’s going to cost 1606.00 If I don’t have a health care card, it’ll only be 303 less with one but yeah.
Well anyway, I’ve decided im not going to do this corse because I fail everything I try, and I don’t have the money or motivation at all.
I would rather work until next year and do something pathetic coarse for my shit life, fuck I’ll be 21 next year.
What a great life I have lived.
I’m over everything, everyone, they’re all just like get your shit together you’re 20 with no career, it’s true, I work as a brain dead check out *****.
I don’t know what I even want to do, I don’t enjoy helping people, I don’t like talking to people and it’s just really shit.
Everyone in town is starting to hate me again, mainly the boys.. I haven’t even done anything in one month but theyres always rumors going on still.
I think I just need to get out of here, western Australia.
Otherwise I am going to start saving for my own funeral.
I am the oldest of my sister and cousin, my cousin got a job in the airport a few weeks ago, like she gets everything handed to her it’s always been like that seeing how she has no dad or siblings. Then my sister, who was diagnosed with depression gets everything handed to her to, she wanted to do a diploma in makeup $7000, yeah, she gets it.
Hm I will vanish soon, not tell anyone when or where I’m going.