All alone.

I just want to be alone, noone around me just alone. Being alone allows us not to give people the oppertunity of destroying us, i rather destroy myself alone in solitude.Nnothing matters anymore. There is not space to think about the future, or even the past there is no space for anything anymore. Just me, myself and i and an empty space around me. I dont have the strenght to fight for happinnes; happiness is a myth. I just want to train myself to be alone all my life, and never to feel anything again. Feelings are bad i no longer need them, they are  a human weakness i rather be all alone and not have any feelings. fuck my life i hope i die if i have to feel again, i  just want to be like a flower pettle drifting in the wind… so dead so free so careless….