Yup, some things have happened since i last came here. i think i’m in love, but i hate getting hurt so much. My best friend came into town but right now she’s not here. Thats pretty much all that has happened that is good. I still am depressed and suicidal but again, i can’t leave my best friend alone in this cruel world. Wish i could go right now. Still am addicted to cutting. I’ve burned myself but its not the same without any blood. I’ve seriously been thinking about drugs. I need something that will help relax me and maybe i’d finally get some fun in my life. I can’t go into drugs..but honestly if someone asks me again if i want to, i’m gonna take it. I don’t care so much anymore. I feel so alone even though i have my bestfriend and bf. But he’s doesnt really love me. Why won’t this pain go away? Should I ask my dad to get me the therapist or psychiatrist? I told my dad to wait to get one because i’d have my bestfriend for the summer but..idk. I need more help. 🙁
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I understand, love hurts. I know. Drugs aren’t the best thing to result to, but if that’s what you want, that’s what you want. Also, a therapist would really help, I will soon be going to one here in a few weeks. It’s someone who is open and is completely safe to talk to, about anything. Except suicide, you cannot bring suicidal intentions to a therapist unless you want to be sent to God knows where. I’m here for you, e-mail me anytime. Rossetterh@yahoo.com.
Thank you. Ill drop an email to you 🙂 it would be nice to have a friend.