why am i. oh that’s right. haha cuz i have no life. FUCK THAT LIFE U WIN! LIFE ISNT FAIR AND THATS EXACTLY RIGHT!!!!! I got it i shall take a plastic bag cover it over my head tonight fall asleep and viola im gone. it will suffocate me to death and maybe wont even realize it! YES I FOUND MY WAY OUT OF THE EARTHLY FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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adolescence really sucks, especially when you have to deal with depression
– the intensity of the emotions and feelings
– to realize you’ve been fed with beautiful lies
– depression for the more ‘lucky’ of us
I still wonder how I survived those years of feeling worthless and useless .. maybe you can too, fakingit
Hello. Your name reminds me of a song I like.
“I’ve just been fakin’ it, I’m not really makin’ it. This feeling of fakin’ it, I still haven’t shaken it.”
To me, it means when I am trying to do something but cant quite make it as good as I want to.
Giving up and ending it all is not the answer. You gotta hang in there and keep trying. Yes, it’s true life isn’t fair, but just means that you have to use your own influence and abilities to get what you want. Even if you cant quite pick the outcome, you can at least steer it closer to the direction you want.
Please don’t do it. You have to stay strong and make it through this. Please try to survive.
@truthbetold-yes it sucks, a lot when im incredibly lonely i hate my family and my only friend is my bf who lives 2500 (maybe less i suck at math) miles from me and all the ones who gotten to know me here on SP but i cant see u guys nd with that logic i cant see my bf either except in pictures :/
@tyrant- haha thats cool, yeah im “fakingit” cuz of that saying ‘fake it till you make it’ and good advice too. maybe another night of hell wont kill me but i do wanna die