I almost can’t believe how long my depression has gone on for. 5 Years I have been living in my own personal hell, with no good ending in sight. I’m sick of having to put up with myself, day after day. Worthless crazy ***** is what I am. All I want to do is die. Feel death’s cold grips against my consciousness. I want to watch the blood pour out of my pale skin, ending my pathetic life. If you can call it a life. I have no friends, they’ve all abandoned me for greater things. I’ve tried to talk to them again, but I can see how hesitant they are. How unhappy I make them. So now I know to ‘Suck it up, *****, they don’t care about you anymore’. I fucking hate myself, and I can’t wait to leave this rotten world forever.
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Hi Kristina, Sorry to hear about how things are going for you. i to have had no friends my whole life. it’s been nice but at the same time lonely aswell. i haven’t had a real good friend to lose. everybody supposidly has a perpose in this world tho, so i’ve been told. i’m not religous and i’m skeptical if there really a god. why are we punished here day after day. is that how our “god” gets his jolly’s off. i’ve often wondered, whats our purpose. you sound young still tho, i know its but try to think positive. be strong, if for nobody else, at least do it for yourself and hold your head high!! Take care
LB