People say if you kill yourself you will miss out on alot. Me all I have ever done is missed out on things. I missed out at socializing in a party cause I was to god damn scared, I missed out having a girlfriend all because I can’t read the signs, and I am missing out on seeing the life’s of 4/6 of my nieces and nephews whom I love dearly. All I am is just a zombie. Trying to make ends meat in this cruel world while struggling to know my difference with society and just waiting for someone or something to end it. I am telling myself I don’t need anyone but it’s just not working. All I know is if I try again to end my misery, no one will expect it.
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that’s a good question
an accumulation of “failures” can make life very meaningless .. I used the quote marks because what’s perceived as a failure today might not be seen in the same light years later .. also, I know how maddening it is to watch your life go by, not knowing where you belong or what to do to get a firm grip on it
your only and true friend is patience, if you’re still fantasizing of better days