I just want to be me…..

I’m fed up with this.

I can’t change myself and be who i want to be because it goes against my reputations.

I can’t be weak or emotional because it’s not how people see me.

I can’t wear make-up because its also against my reputation.

I smile though I don’t feel like it.

All the photos I have of me have fake smiles in.

For once I just want to smile for real.

For once I just want people too actually see me for me, not to see me as a fake. Iwant to be real. I WANT TO BE ME!!