Does anyone else feel disgusted with themselves? I feel embarrassed  just being myself sometimes. Today I was with a friend, just talking and walking around the neighborhood and the whole time all I did was fidget and think about how I hate my appearance and hope that nobody is looking at me. It’s so hard to be happy.
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I feel that everyday since I started high school… that word “Happy” no longer exists in my world. . . But at least it still exists in yours.
When did you start? I graduated a month ago. Life isn’t great after high school either.
yeah i get what your saying completly, i remember being in a shop once and feeling so self concious and ashamed,disgusted i couldnt look at anyone and i just felt like the lights where burning into me and showing everyone what i really was. its one of the worst feelings
im like that all the time. i always think peoples eyes are on me thinking of ways to put me down, but not always thats true, u dont know what people think if they looknat u they could be wondering how cool your sense of style is or thinking of copying the way u walk act and talk, becuz they like it not to mock u, yes there are times when your mocked for appearance, thats just bcuz people cruel. dont worry, just be yourself if someone doesnt like u for U then fuck them. its there loss anyways
I know how you feel I’m very self conscious and have social anxiety I can never be out in the world just focusing on what I’m doing, part of my brain is always worried about looking bad or doing something stupid.