Well this is it the end of the line for me at only 15 year old and I can’t naturally smile or laff I’m now an alcoholic and a drug abuser messed up and I hear voices in my head so I am going to end it before I turn into a phsycho ***** and kill someone if I kill me then it won’t be a big deal I have no family or friends will anyone realise I’m dead I don’t know and don’t care I have got to the point where I don’t care if I live or die it will feel the same and hell can’t be much worse than this I have huge problems and I just thought it’d get better but nothing in life gets better it either stays the same or get worse and those bitches that are spoiled to fuck I just want them to know that the end is nigh and my spirit will come for you soo this is my final night on this hell hole and well I’m going to trip and smoke and drink till i die and if that don work then Im gunna use this beautiful glok 5mm and I hope someones luck runs out too so I have some one to acompang me in hell and well live in the burning depths forever but then I realised I have no one to love coz I have no love I’m soo fucked up and it scares me I watched a kid get ran over And I really wanted to watch him die and it made my day tbh soo I’m going to finish this joint and just destroy my body till I can’t do anything and shoot myself adios amegoes see you on the other side
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15 is a tough age, have you tried AA for the drinking and drugging ? They may be able to help you see the world and all its wrongs in a different light.
If you chose to go thru with your suicide more power to you, I don’t think there is a hell that you mentioned, I do think there is an after life of something, yet who knows. There may be nothing at all after this world.
50/50 chance of an after life, it either is or it isn’t. This may be all we ever have.
I think you need to get help before it’s too late. You’re only 15 and have your whole life ahead of you. Please put away your gun. Don’t kill yourself yet. At least try to make things better.