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July 2012

Poetry…

by Annie 7/4/2012

written by Annie

Well I have been listening to a lot of George Watsky since I came back from VidCon… In case you don’t know, he is a youtube poet/rapper. If you have a problem with bad words, don’t watch the video I am putting here 🙂

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-cT8Qe7y3k&feature=BFa&list=UL_dpCTMLTO4c

Also:Â http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YtQqK7BWq_c

Anywhozies, it inspired some of my newer, longer poetry… Sorry if you don’t think it flows… neither do I! We can be thought twins!
Anyways, it’s just something I wrote last night really late…

They say: Come on,
Cut the crap,
Be glad,
Be happy you’re alive!

That’s where I stop and think…

What if the very thing that depresses us the most,

7/4/2012 6 comments

i dont know anything anymore.

by codyjay 7/4/2012

written by codyjay

i need help. i need someone to talk to. i dont know what to do anymore. and i cant think straight or anything. ive tried suicide so many times. someone please save me.

7/4/2012 3 comments

life or dead?

by gen19 7/4/2012

written by gen19

so 4th of july is here and i happy im not in a mental hospital especially when my therapist knows about my internal debate and following my plan to end it or not ending it. but she can still change her mind tomorrow morning seeing as shes forcing me to see her tomorrow even though she does not even work officially. I really dont know what im going to end up doing but what ever decision i make i hope its worth it. So its down to what i decide although the idea of breaking my boyfriends heart, breaking my promise to my friend, giving […]

7/4/2012 1 comment

tired

by Dawn 7/4/2012

written by Dawn

Ok it’s 2 am and I can’t sleep. Not only that, I know this feeling, the way my body feels when it’s starting one of those two-three week periods of time where I will not get any sleep… My most depressed moments… This is the first night of this one I have probly at least 2 weeks and no one I know is up at this hour and I’m so lonely and bored it hurts…Â Tired, lonely, bored, missing my razor… So if anyone at all wants to talk I’m here. or you can text me

7/4/2012 9 comments

I lost all hope

by triangle 7/4/2012

written by triangle

I had not felt like this in so long. i haven’t been eating or sleeping i try to make myself happy but its not working. I cant find a job. I feel like I have lost all my friends. I fell in love with my best friend but she doesn’t know it. Currently we are in an argument and she decided to stop talking to me. Consequently she’s been spending more time with her friend who likes her. She said I hurt her with our argument and is not sure if she wants to see me again. I feel like everyone I’ve ever fallen in […]

7/4/2012 0 comment

Fucked upâ€¦

by jasiel_bvb 7/4/2012

written by jasiel_bvb

Hey, so I guess the title says it all. I am fucked up. And I’m only 11. I started noticing that I was anorexic when I was 8, I didn’t like eating. I never knew why, and I’m still suffering anorexiaâ€¦ this month has been one of the worst. First of I lost and amount of weight (im underweight), so then I can’t see my only true love, and he hasn’t texted nor call for about a week now. I don’t only suffer anorexia, but cutting, suicidal, and they say I have mental health problems as well. My cutting started in 4th grade, when my […]

7/4/2012 0 comment

Sorry I abandoned you old friends…

by Dawn 7/4/2012

written by Dawn

I miss my hoodie and razor. maybe I don’t even have to cut. I just wanna hold you again, run my finger lightly over your sharp edge, feel my soft warm hoodie hiding the blood and scars under it. I’ve never missed anything so much. I’m sorry I left both of you in Virginia, so sorry. I’d give anything to be there with you….

7/4/2012 0 comment

Im such a loser.

by Foreveronthestrugglebus 7/4/2012

written by Foreveronthestrugglebus

So I pretty much have become tired of living my life. I feel
like a waste of space most of the time. After my Mom died and my Dad married my
step mom my life has changed drastically. Itâ€™s not that I donâ€™t like my Dad; he
just doesnâ€™t know how to deal with things himself. For example he goes out to
drink a lot and acts younger than his 17 year old daughter does. If heâ€™s not
out heâ€™s at work or in his room which leaves me with no choice but to sit in my
room all day. I have quite a few […]

7/4/2012 0 comment

just another person

by Marissa Kresge 7/4/2012

written by Marissa Kresge

Hi. I’m marissa and I’m a drug addict and an achoolic and “suicidal”

I havent always been like this. It started in 6th grade. I had no friends cause my best friend/ only left me for another person. I was all alone. Then 7th grade rolled around and I made a couple new friends and started to drink my worries away. I would rarely talk in school to anyone. When I got home I would alway go home and cry. I cut every night. When 8th grade came I was majorly popular. But it wasn’t my true self that was popular, it was my fake. My […]

7/4/2012 1 comment

Why I stay

by SomeMalaise 7/4/2012

written by SomeMalaise

I’ve been suicidal since 7. No one knew but me. I tried to choke myself , or I’d tried to freeze to death. Nothing took me out but exhaustion. Too tired to finish. Some who know me are glad I’m still here. I’m not in a way, but it’s so complex to help anyone understand.

I had therapy since 11 or 12 till now. each one different and 2 fresh minds listened. I had doctors for pans unexplained. A few were answered the rest I had to just accept. They come and go.

All throughout those times death came across my mind. Across my eyes. I […]

7/4/2012 2 comments

Today

by AW92 7/4/2012

written by AW92

Today is the day to enroll in that shitty tafe course I mentioned before enrollments have to be done by 3… And it is now 11:51am
Im still in bed thinking about how I’m not going to waste 1600 on something I’m going to fail, besides I don’t ever have that money! I will never have that money with the amount of shifts I get.
I got onE shift this week for 5 hours oh that’s helpful. Not.
Hm I’ve applied for nightclub work but like usuall no ones bothered to contact me, I suppose it’s only been 2 days but hm.
I’m also dying […]

7/4/2012 0 comment

So you want to end your life? You think there’s no hope? Read this.. if this doesn’t change your perspective, talk to me … I CARE.

by alexaawearsprada 7/3/2012

written by alexaawearsprada

DON’T END YOUR LIFE , DON’T GIVE UP , REACH OUT TO ME.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say â€œFinally, theyâ€™re gone.â€ No, they will not say â€œIâ€™m happy they did that.â€ No, they will not say â€œI never loved them […]

7/3/2012 13 comments

Just Another Whisper Among the Many

by UhWhatUsernamedoyouchooseforasuicidesite1 7/3/2012

written by UhWhatUsernamedoyouchooseforasuicidesite1

I live a life, yet I feel like I do not truly hold an important existence. All I am is an immenseÂ disappointment, a big burden, & faith put to waste. I have felt worthless and invisible in society ever since I was a little child, and I have worked so hard to overcome that, yet I have just landed right back into that same dilemma and loneliness. In so many ways, I am still that lonely, confused, and lost child I was then, yet unlike then, there just is no hope for me now. Change just is not possible.

One of the biggest issues in my […]

7/3/2012 3 comments

Too much pain

by Heartsick1210 7/3/2012

written by Heartsick1210

It’s amazing, I’m just so unhappy that I actually want to kill myself. Nobody genuinely cares. They might say they do, but the cold hard truth is, they don’t. This broken heart of mine just can’t be healed. I hope she is happy in his arms. The pain I go through every day just isn’t worth it anymore. Death is the only way out to relieve this pain.

7/3/2012 9 comments

A Tired Haze

by SomeMalaise 7/3/2012

written by SomeMalaise

I write a lot of poetry that comes from within when I can no longer express myself clearly. It can be what I’m doing at the moment or what’s pulsing inside. It must get out. I used to draw by hand and every blue moon I will draw one thing. But my art is not what it used to be. I am not what I used to be.

My drawing as a kid at in school got me in trouble. I did it during class when what I was learning didn’t interest me. Teachers would take my notebook, or scold me. One kept my notebook […]

7/3/2012 1 comment

Bored about this life

by brywnie 7/3/2012

written by brywnie

Hi my name is bryan… i am bored about this life cause there isnt any exciting for me i dont have a big quanty of friend a others teenagers i am from southamerica i dont have girlfriend i am so lonely i have parents but sometimes i think that i am only an error… i am not the perfect student i dont have too much money my dad isnt a good father he only says that i have to be the best he dont know why he only want that and what i recieve nothing he had promess lot of thing to me… i have […]

7/3/2012 1 comment

Wishes.

by eatfoodgetfat 7/3/2012

written by eatfoodgetfat

I wish there was a way to make suicide easy. I want no pain in this. I already have enough pain on my own, why would I want the last seconds of my life in worse pain? Plus, what comes after? What if that place after death was worse than here? I wish I wasn’t such a ***** and just would do it already. I wish I knew what came next. All these wishes of mine lead to death and what comes after. If I just had someone 100% there for me, I think I wouldn’t be in this mess.

7/3/2012 2 comments

So Lonely

by psipuc 7/3/2012

written by psipuc

tomorrow I will take an HIV test.. I have taken other ones b4 and they were all negative but I will take it again.
I am so desperate because if it is +.. I dont know if I can handle it..

7/3/2012 1 comment

by xxxWill 7/3/2012

written by xxxWill

I am worthless, everyone around me is better off without me. I can’t take care of someone else if I can’t even take care of myself. Whenever I want to talk to someone I find out I have noone really to talk to. If I open my heart to someone then I will suffer. They will have the power to make me suffer even more. I don’t want to suffer, I don’t want to be alone, I don’t want to be here… I’m too scared to commit suicide but I just cant handle life… I need help but…

I just want to go away

7/3/2012 2 comments

Sigh

by savemefrommyself97 7/3/2012

written by savemefrommyself97

Im just so depressed I can’t get out of bed today nor can I sleep. I want to get up its just I feel like I have no use for it

Tomorrow I’m going to my friends..the first time since I got on my meds. She knows about them and so does get mom but I’m still nervous about taking it just because I try to keep it hidden.

7/3/2012 3 comments

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