There is a smile on my face but it is so fake.
There is laughter in my voice It is forced, i must not cry.
There is a hop in my step put there when i remember.
I wear this costume everyday, i feel so stupid.
But only i know how i feel be cause no one else can be allowed to be hurt or troubled with my issues. I am a healer. If the healer gets sick people will die. So i soak up the poison and drink the antidote. But i wish there was no antidote…
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Wow this touched me… I’m am the same and feel the way you do!
Thank you. I write because that is the only way i can express how i feel. Im sorry you have to feel that way, although it is nice to know i’m not alone.
You can take all the comfort you need in the fact that I’m there with you. And keep sharing I love the way you spress yourself.
I will keep sharing, i have a little black notebook i write in, and i have some beginnings of novels. Thank you also, that is nice. NO one around me understands and i was lucky enough to find somewhere where people do
Looking forward to reading. We are all pretty lucky that there is a place where you can speak your mind and not have people judge you or look at you like you are insane because of how you feel.