we fall and beg and cry then find someone, fall,beg,cry then get up again, fall beg cry, over and over. but one day there will be someone that makes it worth it, something that makes the pain worth it, and the answers to your questions. it comes slowly and you have to run the cylcle many times but then you fight and you make progress. im at that stage, iv made progress but then i did the full run of the cycle again. and probably am still in it but the progress ive made has been through me, i dont have someone i rely on to make it happen. im a step closer to finding something/someone and the answers that make the shit worth it. im pretty sure i am.
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Hello Cycle
I have no way of knowing if you are the same person and/or post that I wanted to respond to, as I have an extremely hard time understanding websites like these. I googled something and a post came up that was exactly how I feel, it was called I am tired, I think.
I do not understand if this is one person’s blog and others comment or if multiple people are blogging and/or the format confuses my mind.
I am not slow like it may seem, I am just anti-technology in some ways because it is not how I work.
I wanted to know if anyone on here is looking to talk on the phone to find others to be there for them and vice versa. I find that late at night, when I am suffering I cannot get a hold of people often times and it is distressing (I have a late night schedule).
I am so tired, and the post titled that is pretty much exactly how I feel most of the time.
I will try to search and see who wrote it, but I tried before and couldn’t find it after I logged in.
I am so sorry for this world and for all the suffering that we have gone through.
hi understanding, my user name is birthright, the post is entitled cycle, i did write a post named “to tired” if you click on my username you can find the rest of my posts to see if it was me who wrote what you were thinking. this is a blog where lots of people have accounts and post.
happy for you :]