I feel empty. I thought I could be happy for a least a couple years before another tragedy came my way; but I
guess I was wrong. Five years ago on November of 2007 was the one month of my life where i was truely and completly happy.
I had my family, health, love, and my first love. Everything was great until December when my youngest sister passed away
caused of a drunk driver. From that day until today I wish it had been me instead of her. My family went through dark times. The day
of the accident, an hour before the events I had an arguement with my youngest sister. It went out of control and I yelled at her that I wished she was never born and that I hoped she died. that I will always regret, be ashame of, and never forgive my self for. She passed away before I could ever apologize.
Oct/2009 the person who I had sincerely given my heart and soul to, that I trusted with all my heart, he left.
He cheated, lied, exited my life with no explanation. I felt my heart shattered into pieces, I felt like i could never in
my life love again. I felt like i was going to die from sadness.
OCT/2011 I married a man who help me fix my heart, a man who respected me, adored me, wanted me, one who
filled me with life,hope, and love.
July/2012 It was all a lie, the happy life he gave me was all a lie. He cheated before our wedding, and lied ever since. He fooled me into marrying him. He betrayed me, and pretended to give me something that was never there.
Today: I feel like, for a second time in my life I had reached full happiness,
until bliss was snatch and robed from me, again. I dont know what to do, think or say; I feel empty, shocked, and want to disappear.