Help..

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Alright firs of all I thin you should send your mom to a rehab or something because she’s going to die if she doesn’t get help. You don’t have ot send her yourself, you could just get someone to come take her go to a rehab center or take to someone to help you with just your mom, trust me going out there and telling someone who is able to ruin your life somehow your life story is something very foolihs to do and you will regret it which you shouldn’t be doing. But ya get help for your mom because at the end of the day she IS your mother. secondly the best thing you an do for your dad is if you’re still a student in highschool or uni or college just concentrate on your studies when you get back to school and STOP harming yourself, none of this is your fault, it’s a test. think of it this way, everytime you harm yourself you are hariming your father so if you’re ever about to cut yourself, just remember your father hopefully that will help you put the blade down 🙂
As for your brother just wait until it’s time for him to come out and try to show him that you have changed and you have starteda positive life.
And as for you… All you need to do, is think positively, I think right now, you have a really big problem,