Thanks to everyone at Suicide Project. I’ve been working on healing my spirit and getting good results. You have to do the work but first must reach out. Don’t be scared, fear comes wether you sit at home or go out and try and get yourself healed. Remember, need to do the work, even if you know you are going to die.   Here’s a poem:
When I want to die, when I no longer want to be here.
I look through a microscope, and all is clear.
The beauty of Life, is so amazing.
Makes all my problems disappear.
No more pain.
No more tears.
No more injustice.
No more fears.
I am the God, who looks down on them.
And with a flick of my wrists, I do them in.
A Gram stain, a histological example.
A probing scalpel, no more pain.
You are the God, there is no fear.
No injustice.
No tear.
If you have given all, and no other sees, the terrible life you lead.
Get down on your knees.
Look closely, the world is so amazing.
The world becomes clear, when you no longer want to be here.