I’ve Proven Myself Wrong

I just took over 100 prescription pills. Yay for me… I don’t know if I’m scared or happy. I never thought I would do it, that’s for sure. I was really scared and was going to call someone but I didn’t want to be an attention seeker. Now you say, that’s not attention seeking. But really think about it. I have some pills infront of me and I go whining to someone to tell me not to do it. It just looks like I’ve put them infront of me to, well, seek attention. Iv’e thrown up twice. I took them about 5 minutes ago. I hope this works, and yet I know it won’t…