You treat me so well, so beautifully well. You’d made any other girl cry with tears of joy. I’m a ***** for not loving you the way I should. I’m not pretty enough, I’m not skinny enough. My eyes aren’t colored and my personality isn’t the best. I want to kill myself. I want to starve myself. I want to take so many sleeping pills and forgot about money issues, about my future. I don’t want to lose anymore than I already have. Yes, I’ll do it. I’ll definitely end it, slowly, painfully.
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Don’t be so hard on yourself. I find that girls who treat themselves like this are the most beautiful ones. The most passionate, most determined ones. You set an impossible standard for yourself. You’re looking so hard and you find flaws that aren’t there.
You should try to work things out. Sounds like youve beem hurt before sucks if you have