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Sick of pretending to be happy….

by Nat....
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It seems that all I have done today is tried to make other people happy… And listen to their problems. For some reason, I woke up and started crying. Maybe I knew earlier how shit today was going to be. :I Seriously considering those drugs… I just didn’t want to be numbed, Because that’s what they do. They numb your self concious so you can’t feel depression, anger, hate… You just live in a blissfully happy world that supposedly is meant to make you happy as well. I don’t know what this is.. My thoughts typed out? Or a rant to myself. Who fucking knows? I know. I’m done. I just want out now….

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WhatAmIDoingHere 8/27/2012 - 6:43 pm

Sometimes its to much to try to deal with other people’s problems when you have problems of your own. You should never pretend to be happy for other people, you should feel what you feel and if they don’t like what you feel well fuck them. As for the drugs I dunno? You could try them and see how they feel to you? If you don’t like them you could always just stop taking them.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 7:01 pm

Mmm… i don’t know what my problem is today.

WhatAmIDoingHere 8/27/2012 - 7:15 pm

Well whatever the problem today don’t let it bring you donwn to much. Some days are just worset hen others, we feel worse or are less able to cope with all the problems we have to deal with each day. Tomorrow is always another day though with a chance of being better.

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 7:24 pm

Sick of pretending to be happy.? Then don’t. Talk. Tell.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 7:47 pm

Don’t. talk. tell.

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 7:50 pm

Why.? who can you talk to.? Anyone.?

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 7:55 pm

I have lots of people to talk to.
Maybe just not tell them what not long ago happened.

WhatAmIDoingHere 8/27/2012 - 8:03 pm

Well always good to have lots of people to talk to, and of course you only tell people what you feel comfortable talking about.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:07 pm

Orangish and him.
Only ones to know.

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:11 pm

orangish & who. What.?

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:13 pm

‘You deranged, mail order bride whore.’

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:15 pm

Bubble’s.?

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:16 pm

Fuck yes, bubbles.
🙁

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:18 pm

Really.? You sound pissed.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:18 pm

I’m depressed, can’t you tell?

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:22 pm

Me too. I’ve got a weird sense of humor. Orangish from the usa. you arte from the uk. I was never looking for love. Get me. Played ok.

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:25 pm

A girl from here. Who could full. I get me.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:25 pm

…. Okay?

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:26 pm

I was never looking for love. I’m here to exit. Just to much of a ***** to.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:30 pm

Where’s here?
I’m guessing you’re USA as well.

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:30 pm

Buy the way. How old are you.? Cause you told me. Are you a fake.? And fish.?

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:31 pm

Am i a fake? No lol, i’m nat 😛
And i’m 15.

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:32 pm

Bubble’s is 35.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:34 pm

Are you bubbles?

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:36 pm

Go back here 2 year’s ago. find her.?

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:38 pm

Why?
Donnie, How old are you?

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:39 pm

55

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:40 pm

:I

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 8:41 pm

Are you still hot for me.? Cause i’m a pedo.

Nat.... 8/27/2012 - 8:41 pm

Haha mmkay. 🙂

donnieblackqwert 8/27/2012 - 9:03 pm

Nat you really suck.

Nat.... 8/28/2012 - 9:39 am

Urm… K.
Thanks. <3

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