Feeling the choking effect of too much stress today!! Not good for my anxiety issues at all!!! Broox dad is suddenly wanting visitation rights with him after 2 years!! He’s hasn’t held him since the day he was born and suddenly he deserves every other weeked? My answer to that is fuck you!! Why should he be allowed to walk back into his life whenever he wants?? It wasn’t fair to Broox when he walked out on im and it’s fair to Broox to let him walk in and out like that all the time!! I’m terrified that his family will try and take take him from me. They have a helluva lot more money than I do!!! I can’t lose my sweet baby boy!!
Added to that stress I am working 2 jobs and working on getting my GED!! I feel like I could just collapse at any minute!! My heart just give out from all this shit!!
I am not going to let myself breakdown though!!! Once again that beautiful little boy of mine is keeping me goin!!
– Layne
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HEy LAyne,
I FEEL you!!!!!!!!! I HEAR you!!!!!!!! My Three beautiful angels are the ones thats keeping me going…..makes me fight every urge to just end it all…but then HE WOULD WIN!!!!!!!!!!!! And after everything! I do NOT THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep up the great LOVE AND DEVOTION! Need a shlder to cry on , am just a msg away!!!!!!!! Take Care LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!