Sorry, I have been in deep thought for a few couple of weeks. Trying to figure out my own situations, complixed complicated life.
Instead of forgetting, I will just write it down. Hopefully take all of these memories away from my mind. Start over, a new chapter, Learning Lessons. But hopefully to draw again, hopefully to enjoy things again, hoping to love and forgive myself for all these years of hating and wanting myself dead. Hoping one day I could love someone else as well again. But better. Right now isn’t the time, the day, or chapter to be with anyone but myself and family again. No lie it’s ganna be hard, and its ganna take a lot of time, but as I keep writing and as I keep making new friends. I think I will be alright. I’ll try to help others when it is needed.
Trying to calm myself down.
Life is life. Life maybe short, and time maybe small, but all we can do is to keep on moving forward. Just keep trying. Keep being who you are, and just keep on moving untill you’ve finally become a somebody. A loved one; a someones happy ending. A friend, A mother; A father. Just a somebody who loves and cares for. A remembering figure.Just A Somebody, who changes people’s minds. An opionion. To judge or to not judge, to be equally the same or not. It all depends on the person minds.
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You’re doing good karie. I enjoyed reading this knowing you’ve found an alternative to forgetting.
I do, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to follow up as much.