A Heavy Burden

Damn, I feel so heavy…so overwhelmed.  The weight of the world just sits on my weary shoulders.  A heaviness that seems to make every step unbearable.  My entire body aches.  A dark cloud hovers over my head and follows my every move.  A cloak of darkness surrounds me. I live in a world with no light. I am alone.  I call out to the universe…pleading for help.  No one hears me.  Tears constantly flow from my puffy eyes. I am consumed by dark thoughts.  These “dark” thoughts are the only thing that eases my pain anymore.  Suicide.  The thought of just going away.  But yet I am trapped.  You see I have a small child.  Who depends on me.  So I just have to keep living, in constant hell.  I will do everything in my power so that my child doesn’t suffer like I have.  So I struggle daily to muster up the strength to survive, even though everything in me wants to die…